If memory serves, and sometimes it doesn't, about 10 or 12 years ago, on the old Eurobike web forum, I wrote my reasons for not believing Lance Armstrong rode clean. He was then in the midst of his 7 consecutive Tour de France “victories” and had not, to anyone’s knowledge, ever failed a drug test.
I didn’t believe it.
I didn’t believe it because he not only was trouncing, year after year, the greatest cyclists on the planet, but they reportedly were doping and he wasn’t. They failed drug tests and he did not.
Please understand how difficult it is to beat the best riders on the planet when you face them on equal footing. Please understand how much more difficult it is to beat them when they are doped up and you are not because doping works. Please understand how much more difficult it is to beat the dopers clean, especially after you have risen from your apparent deathbed in order to do so, having had only about a 5% chance of surviving testicular cancer. Please understand that testicular cancer is sometimes the result of doping.
So, no, I wasn’t buying it.
In order to assuage my growing doubts, I very much wanted to see the training numbers that Armstrong promised to publish but later declined to reveal. If he were that remarkably strong, the numbers would likely show it. The public never saw those numbers -- the wattage, the mileage, the hematocrit levels, the body weight, the interval sessions, etc.
Then, as I recall, I explained my reasons on Eurobike for not believing the hype. Bill Stapleton, Armstrong’s rep, wrote on the forum threatening to sue me, as if I were not entitled to have an opinion or to state publicly both it and my reasons for having it.
Later, people began to come forward in two ways: (1) Some former colleagues of Armstrong began to testify under oath that they had seen him dope, even helped him dope, thus incriminating themselves in the process. (2) Over time, various riders, not former Armstrong teammates, retired from competitive cycling and, after their retirement, confessed that during their careers they too had doped, but never got caught. Like Armstrong, none of them had ever failed a drug test. That, it seemed to me, took away his last, his best, and his most plausible defense: He had not failed a drug test. Neither had they, but they still were guilty. In other words, passing drug tests did not mean he, or anyone else, rode clean.
Many of Armstrong’s former teammates, some of whom went on to win a grand tour or an Olympic medal for themselves after they left his team, were found guilty of doping. Floyd Landis, Roberto Heras, and Tyler Hamilton come to mind as impressive winners. It strained credulity to believe that they all would have started doping only after leaving Armstrong’s side, but never did so while they were still in harness. Later, under oath, several former teammates admitted that they had done so while on his team and under his direction.
It also came out that some of the Armstrong’s test results were questionable. It came out too that he had given a great deal of money to professional cycling’s world governing body, a suspicious juxtaposition of facts, in my view, though not necessarily evil. Coincidences happen.
So I, for one, support the decision to vacate Armstrong’s TdF titles and to give them to no one. Too many of those who finished second and third to him were dopers too. It would be impossible, this far after the fact, to run down the list of GC riders to find the highest finisher who rode clean. Doping ran too deep.
When you dope, nobody wins.
Now, for seven years, nobody won.
To quote Shakespeare’s prince in Romeo and Juliet, “All are punished.”